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A Little Thing Called PostPartum Anxiety

Many of you do not know what has been going on with me since I've had my sweet babies. I have been very angry and very on edge. Well one day I snapped and knew I had to do something. Post Partum Rage and Anxiety is a major thing that does not get talked about. I'm sure the anxiety stems from my kids being so sick, but the rage? I have never felt this amount of rage and anger, and I've had 2 boys. A month ago I went to my PCP and we started a different medication on top of the anxiety medication I was already taking. That has helped some. Today we decided to up the dosage. What I know will really help is when I start therapy next Tuesday night. I have so many things to work through emotionally and spiritually. To start, we have to normalize talking about the fact that it is okay to NOT be okay after having a baby. If I had felt comfortable talking about it, then I wouldn't have waited so long to do something about it. I would have accepted that fact that I wasn't okay and that I needed help to get where I need to be. So let's start a movement and normalize talking abojt PPD, PPA, and PPR.

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