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The Month of November

The month of November has been a roller coaster of emotions. There was an incident that we didn't foresee happening. It took a major toll on our marriage. We have since learned and grown from this experience. We also thought my car was going to last YEARS, but unfortunately, with all of the work that has been put into it and with stuff still going wrong, we couldn't afford to keep dishing out money on a vehicle that was already paid for...so I had to get a new car. I would rather put money into something that isn't going to overheat instead of putting money into a vehicle that keeps leaking coolant somehow and the Ford dealerships can't seem to fix it right. I also have to get better with my profanity. This has been a stressful month, and I needed an outlet. That was the wrong way to go about it, but it sure felt better when I let it out. I need to focus my frustrations in the word of God. I have figured out some issues of my health problems. The main problem is my birth control. It is counter acting with my IBS medicine, which is why my cramps are worse than IBS, and why I can't lose weight. It is destroying my body, so now I am going to have the IUD inserted. I also found out something else interesting about my lady parts, but I will keep that to myself so no one gets grossed out. Nothing wrong :) she thinks I will be able to have children, but we will find out in the long run. I really like working at Kohl's. It is such a fun environment and I get the hours that I work for and want. I can see myself there for quite some time. I have also applied for two different, what I would consider, promotions with the PD. We will see how that goes this month. I KILLED it with LimeLight this month. Absolutely nailed it. I'm so proud of myself that I can't wait to see myself exceed through this company. All in all, it's been a heck of a month. 2017 has definitely been one of the worst years in a while. It gets harder and harder without my grandmother here, but I know she is helping guide me through this path of life. I will keep you all updated!

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