Guardian Angel

Ya'll. I never thought I would see the day where I am back normal. I have no stomach problems. Removing these hormones from my body and getting myself on a medicated regimen has done wonders for my body. I can actually live a full life with my husband. I never thought I would get here. Never ever. Thank you to everyone who has supported me in the difficult times the past two years. It really, truly, means so much to me. You will never know how grateful and thankful I am. I also couldn't have done this without God. He was my sole supporter. I can do all things through Him who gives me strength. I had to repeat that saying to me over and over again to take my mind from the pain and actually go to sleep. God does wonders.

"Near the cross of Jesus stood his mother, his mother's sister, Mary the wife of Clopas, and Mary Magdelene. When Jesus saw his mother there, and the disciple whom he loved standing nearby, he said to his mother, 'Dear woman, here is your son,' and to the disciple, 'Here is your mother.' From that time on, this disciple took her into his home." John 19:25-27 Jesus was dependent on Mary. At this time, women were not respected, not honored, they were on the same level with a child, a criminal. It was different in the Old Testament. They used to have to have a man to take care of them. Mom's make us feel better. In His dying moments, He still takes care of His mother. He tells John to take care of her. Why John? James was next in line, Jesus' half brother. James didn't except Jesus until after He ascended into heaven. Jesus was worried about His mother's spirituality. He chose John because He followed Jesus. Be thankful for Godly women. God...

On April 12, 2018 at approximately 4pm my car was hit in the parking lot at the dog park. My poor baby was in the backseat and took a tumble into the floor. I was pulling into a parking spot and a Toyota Tundra backed into me. The tundra pulled perfectly into a parking spot and backed into the spot directly behind it, thus hitting me in the process. My insurance company decided I was not at fault. His insurance company said it was 50/50. I had to pay out of pocket for the deductible. Well, his insurance company called me yesterday to tell me that they have accepted liability for the accident and will be reimbursing me for the deductible. Some things do work out.

So many things to talk about, so I'm going to do more than one post. First thing's first...how do they expect you to pay off your debt when your debt to income ratio is too high? "Apply for a loan and pay off debt today!" Just kidding, your debt to income ration is too high. The lady at the bank actually told me I needed to make more money. Like, really? You don't say. Also, she knew the results of my application on Monday and I had to call her yesterday, leave a message, and wait for her to call me back. That's just bad business and you're messing with people. So now I have to come up with another plan to pay off this credit card. They are the devil!

"Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, 'Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?'And I said, 'Here am I. Send me!'" Isaiah 6:8 God is the King. Isaiah was chosen and he meant it when he said he would go. God will guide you, correct and direct you. He will give you the ability to share the commission. What was Isaiah's task? To teach others, the disobedient, about the word of God. Go out and share what you believe. Jesus shared similar words - He supports us. Start a marketplace with Jesus and others. Go out and share the Gospel.