Guardian Angel

Okay, so, since I was 18 I have been on the birth control pill for my hormones. I was moody. Agitated. Mean. It helped tremendously. Now that I'm not on it, I've been feeling down. The highs and lows have been draining. I never tied it back to the pill. Now I have to figure out how to control it again. So until I figure it out, ya'll please bare with me. I'm not trying to cry or be mean all the time. If I could control it, I would.

"Examine yourselves to see whether you are in the faith; test yourselves. Do you not realize that Christ Jesus is in you - unless, of course, you fail the test? And I trust that you will discover that we have not failed the test." 2 Corinthians 13:5-6 How much time do you spend examining your physical self? Your spiritual health? You need to examine the spirituality of your heart. Examine your faith and your Christianity. Pray without ceasing. Allow God to come into your heart. If you don't like the spirituality coming from yourself then change it. Study yourself. Examine the spirituality of your life. Examine your walk with Christ. Control the health of your spirituality. You get closer to Him everyday. Are you on that journey? Stop your busy lives and build a relationship with God. Where is God in your heart? Your life? Pray, hope, have faith.

Okay, so there have been some things that I've wanted to talk about and get off my chest. Let's go back to the basics. Hollywood is not real, it is fiction. Anything that is produced other than a documentary is fiction. So why are we mad about "9-1-1"? It's no different than "Grey's Anatomy" or "Law and Order." It's not realistic. I like it because I live in a fantasy world, which is what that is. Buck and Abby, that's not weird to me. She's not a cougar. They got to know one another without any physical attraction. Now that there is some, why is that wrong? The police and fire scenarios, they're fiction. None of that happens. Or if it does, it doesn't go down like that. Abby calling Buck on calls, not weird. We call firefighters or police officers at calls if it pertains to the call and saves lives. Get over it, guys. It's Hollywood!

"Do yo not know? Have you not heard? Has it not been told you from the beginning? Have you not understood since the earth was founded? He sits enthroned above the circle of the earth, and its people are like grasshoppers. He stretches out the heavens like a canopy, and spreads them out like a tent to live in." Isaiah 40:21-22 The first two sentences of this verse is stated twice in this chapter of Isaiah. That's how important it is. You know all of this. We are all aware of the power of God, His capabilities. He is big, great, holy. You've felt Him. He gives so much hope and love. Did you know that the largest statue of Jesus is in Rio? Also, Isaiah is the most influential book in the old testament. Some times we get tired, sick,weary, hopeless. Give it all to God and you can soar like an eagle. Do you know know how big God is? Don't let other things get in front of God. There is nothing greater than God - He's above the heaven and earth. He is in charge. Don...

I have felt so many different emotions in January. It was a difficult month for me. My New Year's resolution was to not skip a day of my devotionals. Well, I failed. It is now my new goal to not go a day without reading them. I have felt anger. Hatred. Love. Pain. Sadness. It has been a whirlwind. I've felt alone. I've felt overwhelmed. I've had to keep myself from having a beer or glass of wine every time I have a bad day because alcoholism runs in my family...both sides. With that being said, I'm going to talk about positive things. For starters, I have a new team member on my LimeLight team! Super exciting. Second, on February 17th I am doing a Vender Event in Maumelle. Third, I am doing an in-home party on March 17th. So big things coming up! I'm so excited to grow and expand my business. I may sound like I'm rambling, but I haven't posted in a while so I'm trying to catch up on things. More to come later!